It’s not that I am
despondent … or perhaps it is … It’s not for the want of trying … yet
everything … practically everything this year that I have put time and effort
into … and enthusiasm … seems to either change course or get cancelled all together.
If I didn’t find it all so funny … I’d cry!
People talk about
spending more and more time in the 5th.
Nup! Not me … I’m
struggling to cope with the 3rd. Yes I can feel changes yet nothing
that makes me go WOW … This is it! Apparently it’s a gradual thing this
Ascension lark … so very very gradual!
Pointless I know …
it’s up to us … yet somehow I can’t seem to help myself.
I look up in the
night sky as we all do. I FEEL a connection with it … I KNOW ‘home’ is out
there somewhere. But to be honest … That’s about all I do know.
I watch
documentaries on UFO phenomena … nothing new anymore. Unless spectacular … I
rarely watch YouTube links of UFO sightings these days. We are beyond all that now. We
KNOW THEY exist. We do not need proof of that … yet how we yearn for a ‘kick start’
… instead of unfulfilled promises.
I find it amazing
that those who are out there putting themselves on the line for disclosure etc.
… have no connection with most channellers. Someone wrote recently who said
they had met Dr Steven Greer and asked what he felt about The Galactic Federation
and he had never heard of them! Maybe if
we worked together we may just get somewhere … yet it seems, like many … they
think ‘us channellers’ to be out of the local doo-lah-lah bin!
Perhaps we are!
Sometimes … when I
think of it … I find it quite bizarre that I speak with ‘off world’ people. To
me it seems so natural when I am doing it … Yet I can see how others would find
it simply ridiculous to even comprehend that I do. I mean … I do get that … I think
I would find it odd … if I wasn’t me! And as I always say … I have absolutely
no proof … yet for some reason thousands of people connect greatly with
what comes through me … so surely to God … there has to be something in it!
So … this ‘ere
blog post … what is it actually accomplishing? Not a lot. Other than the fact I
can say ‘Oh good. I’ve at least done a blog!’… No valuable words of Divine
wisdom here … just sprouting thoughts … unenthralling ones at that!
I read so little
of other channellers and what is going on in the entire scene anymore.
When
created, I didn’t get in those queues for the financial, political, indeed intellectual side of
life. I have no interest at all … which some find very odd … Yet I simply don’t!
So any channels about such subjects, I seem to switch off from reading if they arrive in
my inbox.
So I have very
little knowledge as to what is being said lately from above. It all sounds the
same to me. Is that blasphemous? Who knows! Just my feelings on the matter. ‘They’ tell us how very well we are dong … how
courageous we are etc. … how very nice! Yet … here we still are … doing what we
do … reading more or less the same words as we were years ago.
Be patient ‘they
say’ … Do we have an option? It’s not
that I don’t believe ‘THE EVENT’ will happen … I TRULY do. Whatever THE EVENT
IS! I FEEL something HUGE ‘will’ take
place … one day … but let’s be honest … we could go on hoping like this for
years and years, as so many have already done .
You see … this is
why I find it odd that I got picked out of the volunteers to be ‘their’
messenger … Hardly coming from a ‘radiant’ place! Yet I can only be me … and
say what I feel … in the KNOWING… that usually so many feel the same . Yet I
guess it would be far more beneficial to write a hugely uplifting piece and
find that so many feel the same about that. That would be the better choice
would it not? OOPS!
It’s not even that I am ‘down’ particularly …
yet not ‘up’ either … having moments of both … therefore leaving me feeling ‘stuck
in the middle’.
Could we not
organise a few intergalactic coach tours? In the future perhaps. Yet how far into it? Will I still be an Earthling,
or will I have left this mortal coil and be doing ‘my bit’ in my ‘Light form’?
I do so hope I am around to experience this
New World that is being spoken of. All I can do is wait and see. Yes I KNOW it is me that creates it for me ... my point exactly!
In the meanwhile I am continuing forth on a daily basis … experiencing that day with its ups and downs and ins and outs … then I go to bed and awake the next morning and continue forth experiencing that day with its ups and downs and ins and outs …
The good thing is
of course … one never knows what any given moment may bring. As we speak I am awaiting
a new duvet set in the post and I am very excited about that!! A new
duvet set … you gotta love it!
So … lets’ bore
you some more shall we? No perhaps not on second thoughts.
Surely to God I
can come up with an inspiring last paragraph. Someone once wrote in and told me
off … saying that I shouldn’t write negative stuff because it was my job to
uplift and be an example! That’s all our jobs isn’t it? … Yet I feel I am
allowed to share my less uplifting times too …
I laugh to myself
as I consider the title of this post. Would anyone in their right mind entice
people to read it with such a ‘theme’? … WHATEVER!
Please know I find
this amusing … Am I really going to post it? I think I am … if only to cross ‘do
a blog post’ off my list … it seems to have been lurking there for weeks.
So … I’ll take me
leave … leaving you the reader so very much in awe of my incredibly insightful
sharing … and quivering in anticipation awaiting the next thrilling installment.
Golden Rays on the entire matter of course!
Blossom G.
Ps. If anyone
comes across my ‘enthusiasm’ … can you point it back in my direction please! Thanks!
35 comments:
I feel that the most important thing right now is to create Peace.
Hope all is well. And thank you so much for your posts. <3
“BIG HUGS”
I really love you blossom.
I have always KNOWN that the galactic's chose you as you are just yourself,you are lacking in ego,and you are easy for everyday people to connect with.
Chin Up......
Much Much Love X
Georgie
Dear Blossom, Thank you for your honest words. Blessings!! NYC
To "give up" is certainly not an option but "to surrender" might be the way out. Difference is that "giving up" is to empower the enemy, while "to surrender" is to dissolve the enemy.... Not boring at all, Bloss, actually it is one of the most honest blogs I have ever read. To open your Heart like this is what we all should do.... Enrique
(huge smile) i never ever comment on posts- but i am going to, perhaps i feel like radiating back at you some of your own AWESOMENESS. Kudos for the title- and still getting people to read it- i only read yours in the whole lucas info page ( i know... What does that say about me ? Lol) and found refreshing to feel your authenticity and your humanity in it. After all, my last channeling talked about that topic, we must find peace in embracing our own human aspects since we are still here arent we :) the expectation that every lightworker should be surrounded by a light bubble of perfection and bliss at every moment is.., at best pedantic. So, i see how you did that gracefully and curagelously and we can all relate to times we feel like nothingmayor is happenning on the inside. My two cents, you are in the plateau, taking a break and grounding and soon new growing pains will appear and the cicle will start again. Also, we, who have merged with our higher selves and lived in that bliss for extended periods of time feel very much like ur post mentions after a period of "normality". I relate- but youre still Awesome :)
(huge smile) i never ever comment on posts- but i am going to, perhaps i feel like radiating back at you some of your own AWESOMENESS. Kudos for the title- and still getting people to read it- i only read yours in the whole lucas info page ( i know... What does that say about me ? Lol) and found refreshing to feel your authenticity and your humanity in it. After all, my last channeling talked about that topic, we must find peace in embracing our own human aspects since we are still here arent we :) the expectation that every lightworker should be surrounded by a light bubble of perfection and bliss at every moment is.., at best pedantic. So, i see how you did that gracefully and curagelously and we can all relate to times we feel like nothingmayor is happenning on the inside. My two cents, you are in the plateau, taking a break and grounding and soon new growing pains will appear and the cicle will start again. Also, we, who have merged with our higher selves and lived in that bliss for extended periods of time feel very much like ur post mentions after a period of "normality". I relate- but youre still Awesome :)
Thanks for being brave enough to share what many are feeling! I DO so love you Blossom!!
I just found this:)may help?
"People are unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered. Love them anyway. If you do good, people may accuse you of selfish motives. Do good anyway. If you are successful, you may win false friends and true enemies. Succeed anyway. The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Honesty and transparency make you vulnerable. Be honest and transparent anyway. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. Build anyway. People who really want help may attack you if you help them. Help them anyway. Give the world the best you have and you may get hurt. Give the world your best anyway." -- Mother Teresa
Actually, dear Blossom, you summed up what I've been feeling lately quite well. It's nice to know I'm not alone, lol!
Bloss - please cheer up - you know they will make contact with you again eventually. It may not be safe for you or them at this time. You make this world a better place !!
P.S. I don't think it's possible for you to make a boring blog...
We all Love you - praying and or meditating for a POSITIVE future is the best we can do right now.
Hi Blossom!
I hope the following helps:
You show where you're coming from when you say, "I look up in the night sky as we all do. I FEEL a connection with it … I KNOW ‘home’ is out there somewhere."
I would recommend that you stop looking for connection in the night sky. "Home" is within you. But just because you connect within or meditate doesn't mean you'll get what "Home" is all of a sudden. It takes quite some time of following through with your inner guidance as well as receiving the insights you get AFTER following through / taking action and them all organizing together into something that makes sense that you finally "get" that "Home" is within you on a deep, experiential level. (Everything else is just theory.) Theory makes you look up at the night sky for the "Home" connection.
Following through promptly and consistently with your inner guidance for quite some time is REQUIRED to get the Real Thing rather than theory. (That's my take on it, anyway.)
Also, I am curious as to WHY "practically everything this year that I have put time and effort into … and enthusiasm … seems to either change course or get cancelled all together." If you began a project / higher purpose that you were in charge of no one would be able to "cancel" it, unless you yourself canceled it, right? So I don't quite understand what you mean. And if you're in charge and it changes course then you just change the direction a bit but it's not canceled, right?
I just wrote a blog post on why we are making progress with the Great Shift in Consciousness (and I supply examples that show we're making progress). I hope you check my blog out. It's at http://ChristineHoeflich.com. The blog post is titled, "The Great Shift In Consciousness – 3 Ideas That Show Our Progress." I hope it helps you somehow. Please let me know. Just channeling might not be all you want to do, I mean I am sure you've got lots more talent and potential in you.
Take care, love you,
Christine Hoeflich
Hi Blossom!
I hope the following helps:
You show where you're coming from when you say, "I look up in the night sky as we all do. I FEEL a connection with it … I KNOW ‘home’ is out there somewhere."
I would recommend that you stop looking for connection in the night sky. "Home" is within you. But just because you connect within or meditate doesn't mean you'll get what "Home" is all of a sudden. It takes quite some time of following through with your inner guidance as well as receiving the insights you get AFTER following through / taking action and them all organizing together into something that makes sense that you finally "get" that "Home" is within you on a deep, experiential level. (Everything else is just theory.) Theory makes you look up at the night sky for the "Home" connection.
Following through promptly and consistently with your inner guidance for quite some time is REQUIRED to get the Real Thing rather than theory. (That's my take on it, anyway.)
Also, I am curious as to WHY "practically everything this year that I have put time and effort into … and enthusiasm … seems to either change course or get cancelled all together." If you began a project / higher purpose that you were in charge of no one would be able to "cancel" it, unless you yourself canceled it, right? So I don't quite understand what you mean. And if you're in charge and it changes course then you just change the direction a bit but it's not canceled, right?
I just wrote a blog post on why we are making progress with the Great Shift in Consciousness (and I supply examples that show we're making progress). I hope you check my blog out. It's at http://ChristineHoeflich.com. The blog post is titled, "The Great Shift In Consciousness – 3 Ideas That Show Our Progress." I hope it helps you somehow. Please let me know. Just channeling might not be all you want to do, I mean I am sure you've got lots more talent and potential in you.
Take care, love you,
Christine Hoeflich
Yes - you are expressing what a lot of us are feeling. A bit of disappointment, uncertainty about the future and yet some hope, too. I've stopped reading most of the channeled messages except yours, Blossom! I enjoy yours because you don't make promises and your dialogue comes from a human and authentic place that is you. Whatever happens, we're all in this together, right? The good news is that we can't ignore that tightly held secrets have been exposed in many areas of government and beliefs are beginning to change. You're a messenger, Blossom. No one will ever fault you if you simply continue to say what you know, or hear, and do it authentically. I don't believe you could do it any other way. Best to you!
Hello Blossom,
Why are you referring to the stars as your home? Home is where the heart=love is, and it's here :)
This waiting & disconnection is a good thing which means you've found peace of mind and can ask your self; what's up next? It's like stuck in transit..not knowing where to arrive and end up but knowing we will eventually make it back home. By the look of all the people who are reading your messages and responding you are loved. Complete strangers loving you for what you are. Even you deserve a break; now go enjoy that new Duvet set :)
Dear Blossom, believe it or not that's just the kind of title that gets folks to read a blog! :-) As for being an uplifting blog post, well again, believe it or not it is uplifting (for me anyway) to find that I'm not the only one who is finding the usual "love and light" messages rather boring after hand. I have never seen a starship but that's maybe because I KNOW our family is "out there" so I don't NEED to see one ... shit ... but I keep on hoping anyway! LOL!
Blossom, I almost never trust channelings, just because I have my personal fonts, real people living real events, but we keep them sceret among us, because it is perfectly unuseful to share them. Everybody needs his own path. And if things are happening to someone else it cannot help him more than a few.
I suggest you to take a long rest, doing real and lovely 3D activities, feeding your spirit and detaching for a while from those beings, about whom you don't know too much but the fact that they interfere with your mind saying, basically, almost the same old concepts for years.
We know: you maybe have verified their reliability, but the 90% of channelings are from low densities beings, trying to deceive Human Kind some way or on behalf of the STS occupying entities or just for fun or even for a plan.
If you have not had (we know) confirmations of many (almost the whole) of the things said by "them", or, on the other hand, if those words have been always generic words with many future tenses or "soon" adverbs etc, please, I think that it has come the time to leave them alone and go on your path alone.
All your themes do exist. They exist and dimensions do exist. The "ascension" is something existing (don't know what when and how), and I can certify and witness that beings from other dimensions do meet humans, leave them codex and symbols. I personally have them, just for example.
So, everything dealt by you has been some way true.
What it can be false is only the origin of "your" beings or voices. We are people doing facts, not words. And if they provide just words, they are by now an old issue.
So, don't give up for yourself but try to leave them alone and give a change to your personal life. Many people have been deceived by 4th dim beings working for the "STS" side.
I am a White Reptilian starseed.
Bless you
Oh Blossom...your channeling was brilliant. I am feeling the same as you in every way. I have been asking them for to show up as well hahaha. I often wonder if I'll be here when they do actually come, I still don't know.
I am very concerned about the way humans are going, seems to me that things are getting worse. I worry about Australia and the direction we are going as well...for future generations.
I also get concerned that I have it in my head...that when they do come, it will only be when there is a lot of bloodshed going on! Why am I thinking this way? is that how it's all going to transpire?
I'm in the middle too & bored at times...wondering what is wrong with me?? my emotions are all over the show right now...Ggggrr.
To read your channeling and blog today has helped me to know that I'm not the only one feeling the way I am.
Take good care, am thinking of you during the day & hoping you are having a better day :)
You are such a special person....and what you are doing is helping so many of us. I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
{{Hugs}}
Dear and lovely Blossom:
Beautiful Channeling and Blog; thank you. Your words fit perfectly to my feelings!
Indeed, this year is so "strange". I found myself in economic difficulties and with a very bad flu, but I always felt happy and with a hope and expectative.
After a while, I began to teach Computer matter in elementary schools (and I love it; being in touch with young souls is so uplifting). Life is a surprise, everyday.
I always try to remember what the FOL has said to us: "THERE IS NOTHING that can stop you BEING THE FULLEST BRIGHTEST LIGHT THAT YOU ARE".
Lately, I think a lot about "The Event", when it is supposed to happen, what will occur in it etc. I take it as a surprise :D.
I recommend to all you, with your permission dear Blossom, to watch this documentary (many may know it) called Messages From Water (Dr Masaru Emoto). The quality of the video is low but the content is High Quality :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L0JU03CGFrU
I send my Love and Light to you Blossom, to the FOL and to all the fellows in this exciting (and sometimes monotonous) trip.
Ami
Recently, I dreamed about you Blossom. I met with you and others... It was nice to meet you ;)
Love Blossom...Thanks for your honesty, I have many of the same feelings that you described so well. We can only keep trying to be and recognize ourselves.
I love your blog, is real is human, is lovely, Thank you so much Blosson,
I love you
I so appreciate your honest perspective, Blossom. and can definitely identify with what you're saying! Here's to keep on keepin' on...Tally Ho! ♥♥♥
I so appreciate your honest perspective, Blossom. and can definitely identify with what you're saying! Here's to keep on keepin' on...Tally Ho! ♥♥♥
Right on lady,,been feeling exactly the same myself.I have invited the Galactics to come hang out with me(I won't tell anyone)and if they take me up on it,i'll talk em' into picking you up as well. Meanwhile,,,we'll get "there".
Hello, Dearest Blossom! I just read your "boring" :) blog and your channeled peace, thank you kindly for both! What I'm getting from what they're saying is that the fireworks display (it's 4th of july here in the US) that we'd love to see externally (UFOs and all) is truly a reflection of the fireworks we have in our hearts and must continue to bring OUT OUT OUT and activate activate activate. I do feel more love, joy and peace than ever more. As "boring" as that sounds, I really think that is the good, red road to enlightenment! Sparkles and sparklers to you all. Valerie
Dearest Blossom. I appreciate the openness that you share on your blog. I think most people can relate to the human beingness that you share and appreciate that you've the willingness to put it out there. This makes people feel more at ease with their own lives I'd imagine. Thank you for your channels and your blog. Thank you for being You. You make a difference to the world. Solara
I just remembered this and want to share for those of us feeling a little ‘home sick’ like me!
thank you Blossom:)
26th July 2009 ~The Federation of Light~
As I write, as I sit here with you in this way … it all seems so fathomable, so TRUE! My heart ... in all that it can comprehend sincerely … oh so very sincerely ... desires this union with you to be. So many of us down here long to be with you once again … to be in our home territory, with those who understand who we are. To be in a world where everyone understands who WE are and who YOU are. To be in this place that you speak of … that we dream of … for in all honesty sometimes we feel very battle weary … and to see your Light above our heads would give us the biggest glow. We would become the brightest beacons for your landing lights … have no worries about that my friends. And there are many of us in place.
May we be candid?
You can.
Do you think dearest Blossom … that we would simply spend all this energy and time on a topic that was only a ‘fairy story?’
We are all so very tired of waiting. For so long it has been soon, soon, soon. We've all given so much of ourselves to this shift and we get to the point where we have nothing else to give.
SO much has already changed, but we need the big changes now for so many of us are just on the edge to giving up on this plan and going home
Dear Blossom,
Thank you for being honest and true to yourself and to us.
You were chosen to receive these messages and share them. Why? We might not know what's going on behind the scenes in this miraculous life until we reach the other side, but I'm positive that your work is doing just what it is intended to do.
Earth has billions of people on it. I'm sure the logistics of the FOL "showing up" is complicated beyond our comprehension. Hence, we wait, get hopeful, get depressed.
You expressed in your blog today exactly how most of us are feeling. Tomorrow might be different. Who knows? Meanwhile, enjoy the new duvet :) Love to you!
Thankyou Blossom, I am always uplifted by your rantings!Laughter is the best medicine and you certainly dish out your fair share!I am not waiting for anything or anyone, can't see the point.All we have is NOW and that is enough to concentrate on for me!LOVE Angela
Thank you Blossom for your honesty and directness! Yes! by all means we are all in this together, lifting each other up. I am grateful that you are here on this journey with us.
Blessings and much Love and Light to you. <3 :D
have any of you seen ground hog day with bill murray? i think its an apt, very funny and inspiring description of life and change. the only way our experience changes is thru changing our perspective. so what may once have been the same boring day becomes sacred and magical and filled with purpose.
we can only experice what our beliefs allow to come thru. our beliefs make up the old story which gives us the same old life and experience. when we let go of these old beliefs we have outgrown then we can experience new things.
it really is up to us to decide and choose, not anyone else. there is no wrong or right, just experience. the path of the ego/mind or the path of the heart creates heaven or hell in this world.
Fucsiaman i could not agree more this is what i did and after a while you wil find your energy rebalancing unlike if you keep reading channelings and let yourself be filled with false hope the most destructive force as i have learned the hard way it is the opposite of being here now and therefore just another program, a distraction from who you realy are i consider the gfol a group of parasites we have no need for at all unless there are some who need to learn a lesson and aparrantly this is the case
i wish you wel blossom
I first heard of you earlier tonight Blossom, when somebody posted a link to this Blog. I want to say that I'm happy my introduction was to this particular post. I completely understand basically all of your sentiments, and I appreciate you simply pouring out your thoughts. We're all in this together, we'll get there... somewhere. Where ever there is going to be haha. With that I'll say nice to sort of meet you. Take care!
William
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