My! How remiss have I been in writing these blogs?! … and I was doing so well there for a while!You know, I find it rather odd really that ‘people’ read what I have to say. I am never sure what the subject will be until I get going! Yet it usually ‘comes’ when I begin … so here I AM!
Compared to so many I have little to moan about in my life. A beautiful husband, family and friends. I live in a place that we frequently refer to as 'Paradise' ... these things and many more I give thanks for regularly. Yet …
I can still feel so very lost within ‘The System’ quite a lot of the time.
The other night … out under the stars … deep in ponder mode … I found myself thinking that I KNEW what GOD is … for me … and I accept that the word ‘God’ has duality vibrations within it … depending on the thoughts of each.GOD to me is an energy of the purest … top notch … Highest vibration of LOVE there IS! I get that! Then I started realising that I haven’t really found … let alone … become … that same GOD that is within me.
Indeed there have been moments of utter joy and wanting to burst with this LOVE … yes that I would say IS GOD … yet GOD is ALWAYS present for I AM GOD … AS ARE WE ALL … so it is those moments … (and oh too many of them for my liking) when I do not FEEL that way … in which I know I haven’t REALLY found my entire Truth.
That is why we are here … to discover that fullness of Truth. Yet we make it so hard for ourselves.We make mountains out of molehills. We forget all that we do have … when we don’t have what we want. We beat ourselves up time and time again for not BEING the best we can be. We fall by the wayside now and then. Where is the GOD IN ME at work then?Of course, I KNOW that really That Energy is always there … no matter what. Even in those darker moments I am still ‘operating’ as GOD … just vibrating on a lower frequency of it …
Yet it is the ‘All TIME’ Highest frequency that I am seeking.
‘Seek and thou shalt find’ as they say!Inside each one is the KNOWING of God … even when one doesn’t know they know that they know!!!! We are having this human experience and we have volunteered and were chosen. This I know too as a TRUTH ... for me … Yet sometimes we simply ‘don’t get it’.
I KNOW … I just KNOW we are on our way to a better world. All that is taking place with the Citizens Hearings and much more is a sure sign that we are ‘breaking through’ and gradually there will be enough of us to allow ‘an integration’ with our friends from other worlds to take place. It is happening … and we need to hang on to that excitement in order for it to manifest.All these things I FEEL in my heart. Yet ‘gotta’ say … sometimes … I WANT IT NOW!
The KNOWING that it WILL happen can sometimes frustrate the soul … because we don’t know when that 'happening' will be .I LOVE our friends from other realms. I FEEL blessed to be in communication with them. Yet I AM simply the messenger and just as confused as the next person as to when their ‘soon’ actually is.
So much we do not understand whilst in this Earthly coil. Too many questions … of which some are not even formulated for fear of ‘combusting!”Ladies and gentleman of the world … KNOWING we are all together in this with our thoughts and FEELINGS is indeed a bond of LOVE that I simply could not do without. To KNOW I am not alone in this … as many many feel they are … is what assists me in holding on to my TRUTH … my KNOWING.
To KNOW that all over the planet we are ONE BAND … pursuing the same dream … a dream that we created before we came here … allows me to hold on and become stronger.What a celebration we shall have when what WE KNOW … is KNOWN by all. How we shall bask in the joy. How we shall laugh when looking back at past thoughts about it all. Oh how funny they will seem … when we KNOW the Higher perspective … The Bigger Picture!
I look forward to that time … when familiar faces that I have never met … recognise my soul as I recognise theirs and we say as we embrace … ‘WE MADE IT … WE ACTUALLY MADE IT’ … and then we laugh some more !Keep on keeping on my friends … my sisters and brothers of Light.
Love Light Golden Rays and all the good stuff.Blossom G.