It seems at the moment I have a conscious need to look at areas that are not flowing in my life and remove the blockage in order for my boat to travel easily downstream. I know for a LONG TIME I have had issues around money ... and the lack of!! So I have been working hard trying to figure out where this fear and denial come from.
The other day I forced myself to get up and go for my walk as the weather was 'unusually' bitter for Noosa and there was every likelihood I would come home drenched. However ... off I trottled , only to find that indeed the wind was fierce , it was actually stinging my face (unheard of where I live )and after 15 minutes I decided to turn around and walk back to my car. I was listening to Carolyn Myss on my iPod ... in particular the lectures about money and energy etc and although making every effort to be 'up' and Love myself to the core, my financial stresses were getting the better of me. As it inevitably began to rain I looked skyward and said 'Great! Marvellous! So the point of this walk was what exactly? It's been miserable and I could have just have easily listened to this iPod track in the comfort of my own home!! WHAT WAS THE POINT OF IT??' ... I walked a few steps resigned to the fact that I'd walked anyway ... so let it go. It was then I noticed quite a lot of writing in the sand. There was no one else about (others were more sensible due to the weather!) This is what it said and how it was written ...
What would you = Your sense of worth
have to own?
In order to = your fear of lack
Well, you could have knocked me down with a sparrows feather!! I had to walk along a little in order to read it all, and as I grasped what it said ... I began to laugh!
I mean really ... how amazing is that ... written in the sand right by my feet as I asked the reason for my walk! And not only that ... I felt I had been shown the answer to the question I had been searching for, for quite a while now.I began to look at that statement. REALLY LOOK AT IT. As it also tied in with this whole LOVING the self business that I have also been working on. It's very interesting when you look DEEP inside at ... not what you 'THINK' you are worth, but what you 'SENSE' you are worth. There is quite a difference. And to be honest ... like with Loving myself ... I never really gave it much thought. I never really give myself the time of day to look at how I feel about myself and what I sense from that. Maybe many do , I don't know ... but I certainly don't. But from now on I am going to give myself time to stop and 'sense' how I FEEL about myself.I've decided it is important because it makes you SEE that you are far more worthy to BE than you give yourself credit for. It makes you realise that WHO YOU ARE is worthy of ALL things of LOVE and EVERYTHING IS LOVE. SO you are worth receiving EVERYTHING. Then guess what happenned???
The very next day in my letter box I received this anonymous letter. It had this sort of logo as the letter head
and this is what it said:
THE UNIVERSE INSTRUCTED ME THIS DAY
TO DROP THE ENCLOSED ROUND YOUR WAY
IT IS TO HELP YOU BELIEVE
YOU'RE VERY WORTHY TO RECEIVE
AND AS I AM YOU AND YOU ARE ME
IT HOLDS NO TIES - IT'S JUST ENERGY
SO FEEL YOUR POWER, HAVE A PLAY
BE FRIVOLOUS, AND HAVE FUN TODAY
THE TRICKS' TO KNOW THERE'S PLENTY MORE
THAT WILL JUST COME FLOWING PAST YOUR DOOR
YOU'VE DONE DUE DILIGENCE, YOU'VE SERVED YOUR TIME
SO NOW LET GO - YOU'RE JUST SUBLIME!
Enclosed in that envelope was $100 !!! And I still don't know who it's from!
Which simply PROVES to me that we are heard and that when we stop... look ... and listen ... not only do we know it is safe to cross the road ... we can FEEL the UNIVERSAL LAWS saying a gentle hello , which in turn allows us to KNOW that there is something far greater at work, that is willing to show itself when WE are willing to show OURSELVES.
HOW BLESSED AM I?
Golden Rays , Love Light and Laughter
A heart warmed Blossom!!