Well, my house has an eerie quietness about it. The family (stepdaughter, hubs and three kids, 10,9, 4,) left yesterday after a month here. Ned the dog thinks he has died and found Nirvana, although secretly I know more often that not, he loved the attention. Bit like us humans really. We love our peace and quiet and yet every now and then require the excitement of 'people'. Although these days I seem to find myself in a space of not really knowing exactly what it is I want. At times I think I know what that "want' is, but then it's finding the drive, the time, the inclination, the finance... what ever excuse we may give to simply get on and do it.
In the past I have prided myself on the fact that in general I set myself a goal and stick to it . Accomplishment these days is simply the goal of having something to accomplish. We tend to put so much emphasis on having to 'do' something ,otherwise our 'indoctrination' classes us 'lazy'. Or the guilt of 'no income' by doing nothing knocks on the head, but no one answers the door.
We are being asked to just BE. But perhaps we need to turn our attention to BEING whilst DOING! One of my resolutions is to meditate daily. I always have good intention but then it slips off, so I tend to meditate in fits and starts. Having done the daily med and yoga , I am ready to achieve ... and yet sometimes ... must I be this brutally honest? I can't be bothered. I am just not in the mood.So therefore I might beat myself up a little before coming to my senses and recognising that I have learned TO DO what serves me best in that space of time. It may not be what I had planned, but does it make me an underachiever if I DO something else? I think not!! Go with the flow of the moment. For when you are in the correct space to do what you didn't do what you thought you should, it shall be done with such ease ... and naturally be of a much higher vibration because it is done through the desire and not the 'I SHOULD BE'.
How easily do we allow ourselves to slip back into the 'whatever' space. Interestingly enough, 'whatever' can mean the opposite of itself depending on the attitude it is spoken. Like with all things ... back to feeling the hearts feelings. I so quickly recognise my 'down tone'. Sometimes it likes to hang around for a while. That's OK, I will accept that, but at the same time I so much prefer to be in the 'Up tone', so I just leisurely walk through the space in between until I begin to 'feel' back in the 'up' ... where upon it suddenly seems SO easy to get on with the very thing I wasn't in the mood for earlier. Gold star for achievement!!!
I think maybe , we sometimes need to let go of 'having to' in order to BE who we are. When we HAVE TO, we are not really living in our Truth of that moment. I guess it's a question of honouring what your soul is telling you in that space. And as we all know, if we go against what our soul is asking of us, then we going against our TRUTH and when we do that .... well, nothing is going to be achieved other than digging ourselves deeper into the very mire that we were trying to climb out of in the first place.
Honour your souls' desire people. We have been so conditioned to honour what 'appears' to be the done thing , forgetting all along that someone , somewhere made up that particular code of practise , and somewhere down the track we were made to believe that we must follow it ... or else.
Let's make sure we remember that we are here to design our own codes, in order to BE who we TRULY are. Let's remember to listen to our FEELING about absolutely everything. Does it feel good or not? That's all we need to know. If it does ... go with it, if not ... let it go. In this way our New World will be the one that in our hearts we are expecting it to be!!
Couple of other things I'd like to mention.
A world wide meditation is being set up in March. Please go to:
Good on ya Anthony!!
Also ... an honoury mention is due to a lady called KERRIE! Many of you will know her from comments here, but what you may not know is that she works relentlessly to spread the wisdom of White Cloud and The Federation of Light. Ashamed to say I have lost count of all her sites where she spreads the word for me and others.
For instance . how lovely is this ???
Kerrie is the lady who sent me the roses way back in Oct 2008 as a SURE sign from White Cloud that channelling the FOL was a Truth in which to continue. (you will find the story somewhere in my archives , and on Kerrie's sites)
So Kerrie, I just wanted to acknowledge that I REALLY APPRECIATE all that you do to assist my work in particular. I get blown away by all that you do. For instance , today she informed me she has white Cloud books and my website printed on her receipts! Wow!! Inspirational!! And if anyone should need to know about any subject the FOL have talked about , Just ask her ... she'll know where to find it!!! The FOL number one student . without a doubt. Thanks Kerrie, from Me, White Cloud, and The Federation of Light.
Hope you are all moving smoothly along this January of 2010.
Golden Rays throughout your days